Ahhhhhh

He stands at the border,
Bored and preparing to board
The B-Train into my unconscious.

He sees my thoughts, dreams,
of violent death, and the extent of its pain,
And death by disease, with all its dishonor.

I don’t know who He is,
And I don’t know why he’s watching,
But I think I’ll welcome him in.

I think I’ll brew a pot of decaf,
Just to disappoint his weary eyes.
I think that’d be nice.

Me and him,
We’ll have a comedy of manners
Within my comedy of errors.

This shade knows what’s best,
And won’t allow for pesky pleasantries.
He’s oft of the violent sort.

Someday, he will lay my bowels
Before my eyes,
And set ticks on my eyelids.

We know our fate,
We see what is to be,
And for now, he’ll keep me in my sleep.

picture found on facebook
picture found on facebook

 

Vagina in Blue/Man

Vagina in Blue/Man

Man-made light breaks the horizon,
Bringing with it the faux joys of a new day.
Yet the raven still flies.

The divines can’t stop for me,
And I won’t be their burden.
I’ll bite my lip, and march on.

My hat’s brim funnels sweat,
Keeping my eyes clear as I look towards the future.
I fight tears.

I’ll make it though.
I always have.
I’m no deadbeat.

Believe it or not,
I’m better than I was.
I’ve grown through this shit.

So many pills,
So many girls,
So many mistakes.

Scar tissue serves a purpose though.
It’s harder to pierce the second time.

As nerves die, and skin hardens,
I evolve into the me I need to be.